I started writing in my personal journal and I decided to read my last entry. It was from November 20, 2013 and I wrote it at 1 in the morning. (Yes, I put time stamps in my own journal. I tend to write late at night and I like to distinguish whether it was 1 am the 19th or 1 am the 20th.)
Anyway, it's a little crazy... I was complaining about the relationship I was in at the time. I didn't end that relationship until 4 months after I wrote what I did.
Here's a little piece of it:
"Did Disney raise or make my expectations too high? Am I stupid to want the fairy tale thing? The guy who walks up behind me and hugs me, kisses me on the cheek. Someone who wants to sit next to a fire with me. Where I don't feel like an accessory in his life, I'm a part of it. I just want to be reminded that I'm special occasionally. I want... I want."
Now do you have any thoughts on this? Because I'm just so shocked that I didn't see this then.
The other reason I posted that was because I have found someone who does all of those things. He does walk up and wrap his arms around me. He does randomly kiss me on the cheek. He has sat next to a fire with me. He includes me in all parts of his life and its so incredibly amazing. He makes me feel so incredibly special. We both want to start a new path together. For once in my life, it feels like I'm on the same page as the person I'm dating, not 50 pages ahead.
Comment your thoughts. I know you haven't heard from me in quite some time.
Anyway, it's a little crazy... I was complaining about the relationship I was in at the time. I didn't end that relationship until 4 months after I wrote what I did.
Here's a little piece of it:
"Did Disney raise or make my expectations too high? Am I stupid to want the fairy tale thing? The guy who walks up behind me and hugs me, kisses me on the cheek. Someone who wants to sit next to a fire with me. Where I don't feel like an accessory in his life, I'm a part of it. I just want to be reminded that I'm special occasionally. I want... I want."
Now do you have any thoughts on this? Because I'm just so shocked that I didn't see this then.
The other reason I posted that was because I have found someone who does all of those things. He does walk up and wrap his arms around me. He does randomly kiss me on the cheek. He has sat next to a fire with me. He includes me in all parts of his life and its so incredibly amazing. He makes me feel so incredibly special. We both want to start a new path together. For once in my life, it feels like I'm on the same page as the person I'm dating, not 50 pages ahead.
Comment your thoughts. I know you haven't heard from me in quite some time.
I think your ex was a douche bag! Yay to the new Prince Charming!
ReplyDeleteThis new guy sounds amazing! If he makes you feel loved and special and treats you right, he sounds like a keeper to me!! Congrats on finding such a great guy! Gives other girls, like me, hope of finding someone great too!
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